I think I realized a problem with this whole talking to guys relationship thing: maybe its the outside pressure? Like yeah, I’m awkward, so the blame can’t be wholly on outside persons, but I feel like the pressure of having a relationship from friends etc is having an effect. I said he was attractive. In a conversational way. Not that I wanted to talk to him or have his babies. He’s just attractive. I dont need my friends to start playing match maker….now this church lady is trying to introduce me to guys. Why does everyone think I need to be in a relationship? No, I don’t enjoy being single, but being in a relationship is just awkward right now. Especially when people try to rush it….can’t we just talk without being pressured to be a thing/couple?