My Blog Thing

I think I realized a problem with this whole talking to guys relationship thing: maybe its the outside pressure? Like yeah, I’m awkward, so the blame can’t be wholly on outside persons, but I feel like the pressure of having a relationship from friends etc is having an effect. I said he was attractive. In a conversational way. Not that I wanted to talk to him or have his babies. He’s just attractive. I dont need my friends to start playing match maker….now this church lady is trying to introduce me to guys. Why does everyone think I need to be in a relationship? No, I don’t enjoy being single, but being in a relationship is just awkward right now. Especially when people try to rush it….can’t we just talk without being pressured to be a thing/couple?

I’ve had too many reblogs to count (not that I’m proud of it at all), but I’d just like to thank the few people who accepted my apology (I can’t find usernames anymore through all the mess) ._.

That is all.

• Question: Pettyfer declined the role, not sure if you know or not - Anonymous
• Answer:

  I actually was curious if he was offered the position. Do you know if there’s a article online or something about this? 

• Question: You really shouldn't feel BAD about it. It's just a bit frustrating, because there have been SO many immature people who PERSISTENTLY say bad things about the actors and it gets a little annoying. I hope I wasn't being too harsh in my previous messages. And honestly, if you realize WHY what you did got on peoples nerves, and you wait until you see the movie/have more reasoning and are in the positing to judge the actors like that, then as long as you're respectfully stating your opinion... - Anonymous
• Answer:

  Like seriously… I do. I just wish people would read the apology and stop spending so much time on my one stupid post….I don’t know what else they want from me. I realize what I said was my opinion, based on nothing other than my opinion, and I’m sorry I didn’t realize it was that big of a deal on tumblr… 
  
  Yes, I wrote something dumb. I admit it. I agree that I might even enjoy the movie. I just wish people would stop hating after I’ve realized my mistake….
  
  -sigh- 

• Question: I'm sorry, but I could’t help but notice your recent TMI-related post. (You know, the one where you said you wanted to "boycott" the City of Bones movie because Jamie and Lilly were casted as Jace and Clary?) First of all, no matter how different your opinion is, don't EVER bash one that's different. Those people are not "on crack"; they're just happy about the casting and are expressing their feelings in a polite and positive way. (Well, other than the first one.) Second of all, exactly how... - Anonymous
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  This… would be why I posted the apology. I wasn’t thinking and I normally use reddit to rant… I wasn’t thinking that people would get so upset over my opinion. So I apologized… you know when you yell at someone and say things you don’t mean? Yeah, that was that post. And now people won’t stop reposting it ._.  Yeah, I’m upset about who they chose for Jace because JCB was not who I was picturing at all, but I wasn’t aware so many people would be upset by my opinion…. so uh, yeah… I really do feel bad for posting that message, and I really don’t know what else I can say to people for them to understand…. advice?

Sigh. Okay. I’m dumb. I post things without thinking. I’m not gonna say I like their choice in casting. But I apologize to those who were offended by my post. Private message me or something if you still have problems. If you can private message on tumblr.

Just breathe. I’m seriously sorry…

I just read the epilogue scene for Clockwork Princess again, and I teared up all over again.

Pretty much what I’ll be doing with my day at work tomorrow. I hope one of the customers is a fan and recognizes it.

Pretty much how I finish every book I ever read

I should really not be allowed on tumblr after I’ve finished a book. It’s unhealthy.